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updating this blog in 2019!

it's been so long i didn't post anything here. Currently i am thinking of how writing is truly beneficial for my career. Since i've become a lecturer, i am expected to produce a publication, which means I have to WRITE a scientific paper continuously. Maybe some people argue that scientific paper doesnt in line with blog writing, but trust me they're actually the same! your writing ability is fully required when writing in any form, be it scientific, informal or even only for social media posting. Writing abilities consist of structure, punctuation, vocabulary, grammar, and coherent. haha sounds so english subject ya wkwkw

anyway in short, thats why today i am going to start writing again. Actually i've been VERY busy lately preparing my research proposal and lecturing and scoring and doing all chores at home etc etc.
i spent like almost 10 hours a day in front of my laptop to read many journal papers. will tell you later  coz it's a very long long story of how i prepare my doctoral submission.

for that reason, i am in rush of revising my proposal to look perfect as i will be interviewed thru skype with my supervisor on next Wednesday so need to work harder on this, especially regarding to my research model. Its not an undergraduate thesis that i prepare, but it is a DISSERTATION! means you can not replicate others' research or just simply making a three variables like perception to attitude to buying intention. PhD thesis is way too complicated (or it just me trying to make it as complicated as possible?) :p

in the meantime, i have some business to do. will launch my new skin care product. many friends kept asking what skin care do i use regularly. well, these brand of mine will answer all of their questions :p btw tomorrow i plan to take a lil break after fully brain-exploded times. before it blows out i need to entertain my self a bit! :)




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